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2008-10-14T22:00:00.001+08:00

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2007-09-16T20:39:00.000+08:00

school's fine for me ,
just that hmk just pile up to my neck everyday .
couldn't even take a deeper breath .

i'm still lucky ,
in the sense that i have pals to talk to .

just made up my mind ,
not gonna blog here anymore .
ask me for my URL in msn : thepamperations-@hotmail.com

don't think that i did not care a single thing ue had said .
i still rmd ue comin to me&said : i wonder am i the luckiest or unlucky guy in the world .
i merely just said : noisy lahs ue , go away !
still , that wasn't what i wanted to say .

maybe , i really don't what i should answer ue .
or maybe should i say , somewhat in the between ?
maybe , i should ponder on this too ?
i have got a ideal guy crazily in love&so devoted to me ,
&i love him too , yet i can't be with him .
am i luckiest or unlucky girl in this world ?

give a chance&allowed to ,
our romance would be the most touching in the world (:

2007-09-09T17:42:00.000+08:00

the words of ' school is staring tomorrow ' bring me headache !
pardon me for not posting a proper post today .
i`m busy adjusting my mood&preparing my stuff for tomorrow .

i once found joy returing back to school .
i was happy .

now , i no longer find it so .
for one simple reason ,
theres nothing for me to look forward for .

2007-09-08T20:24:00.000+08:00

kala : hellos ! we will continue to be siao in mr ng`s class alrights !
Xinying : kekex , i like it too (: though not because of the colour green .
XINYI <`3 : WOOTS ! <3 style="font-weight: bold;" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">Sindy : i miss you too ! (:
Jo : MY BOSSY BITCH ! i miss you truckloads ! yeahs , chill out anywhere will be loved
when i`m with ue (: meet up soon !

update again tomorrow , i promise (:

2007-09-04T13:20:00.001+08:00

o1o9o7
tuition was cancel as guanling was not feeling well .
hope she is fine now (:
went for a hair cut , damn !
my hair is super weird now .
XY came over to my house later in the afternoon
got ms low`s teachers day present done .
dinner with parents&cousin .

o2o9o7
woke up super early .
hehs , gave ms low her surprise&she was laughing all the way (:
went JP after tuition to meet mummy&aunt to have lunch .
shop a while&went home .

o3o9o7
shopping spree with honey .
meet her on the bus as usual ,
i brought my

{ Little Miss STUBBON tee }

{Little Miss BAD tee }

&&my blue cardigan .
i realised that is looked almost the same as Darryl`s one
only when i put on :/

yesterday night was bad , real bad .
biao ge called me , telling me some stuff .
was so schocked when i received his call .
was uber pissed after that , not with biao ge ,
but with another person .
anyway , thanks biao ge for telling me all the things ,
if not , i would never know it .

watched VCD in my room , as i had a real bad quarrel with my mum .
which made me stay in my room the whole night .
i tear like fugging hell while watching the VCD
not because of the quarrel .
i guess the tap in my eyes are spoiled :/
my eyes was so flooded with tears that i could not even see what the hell i`m typing
therefore , i sent rubbish to Darryl .
he called immediately as he thought what happen to me .
stupid him !

slacked at home today ,
going to complete my holiday homework (:
&my eyes is swollen now
blame the VCD i watched yesterday
Darryl saw my swollen eyes when he passed me my stuff this morning .

ohs yars ,
chris , this`s the design that i wanted (:

2007-08-31T21:02:00.000+08:00

i`m back (:
holiday is finally here , i`m going to enjoy like mad
before EOY start ~

alrights , did not went to school today .
slept till 1030 (:
rushed in the bathroom&rushed out to meet LXY .
went her house waited for her to change&all .
&went JE to collect ms low`s Tshirt , really nice (:
after that , trained to City Hall , went Art friends to buy some stuff .
LEE XINYING thought that Raffles City is at Raffles Hall .
{ an eye for an eye (: }

last stop we went was Vivo , to play water .
hahas , saw rainbow (:
&we were splashing water at each other .

trained back to lakeside&meet mummy&aunt .
my slipper was spoiled alr .

Darryl baby brought me munchies (:
thanks !

tuition tmr&LXY coming over to m house
to finished up ms low`s thingys .

2007-08-28T20:01:00.000+08:00

i`m so unhappy now !
don`t bother to ask me why .
how i wish i have supernatural power ):

i`m still sick ,
i just want a long long rest ,
&a good sleep .
which nothing will make me worried .

while , on the brighter note !
i received my 'SUPRISE' from Darryl .
its all habdmade , looked so wonderful .

one week holiday coming soon ,
but , i alr in my holiday mood :D

2007-08-21T20:34:00.000+08:00

I`m finally free to blog (:

CT2 is finally over ,
a few of our results were given back to us ,
most were unexpected though .
thought i would fail all :/
still , i`m quite happy with it (:

tons of things had happen during this period of time .
whatever is past tense , let it be .
it does not does me any good to remember those things .

ohs yars , i saw YIN WEI (:
that day i was waiting for MRT when he walked pass me
he looked fine to me ,
not that fat as i thought . hahas .

went&pray my grandad on sun ,
saw my primary school friend ,
he had grown so tall alr .
we were shocked when we saw each other lahs .
as we don`t even remember each other`s name :D

i still have not get back my sleep since that day i went to watch fireworks .
so tired lahs ,
tend to fall asleep in class .

daddy just said ,
that he would get me a new lappie if i maintain my results (:
thanks daddy !

i miss tons of people !
XINYI HONEY
JO BITCH
JENNY BAOBEI
WYANE SWEETIE
AA KNS
&DARRYL BABY (:

2007-08-19T18:30:00.000+08:00

will just be replying tags today ,
proper posting tomorrow (:

SINDY : thanks ! love ue too (:
FARHAN : ur link ! (:
FELICIA : ur relink (:

next post will be of : my CT2 ; celebrations ; fireworks

2007-08-17T22:14:00.000+08:00

i`m tired , give me a break !

will be changing a new blogskin soon ,
update tomorrow .
if i have the time

2007-08-14T19:12:00.000+08:00

WOOTS ~
Darryl here to help J-MIN blog :)

she said she cant stand it anymore yet she cant blog ,
so she is yanking all sorts of anger to me on the phone
and here i am , helping her blog :x

lets start with , her common test ,
she said it sucked !
as she had no time to study due to her IPW .
&she wont give a bloody hell care EVEN if she fail all the paper .
( how can you dont give a bloody hell care ? )

alrights , alrights ,
she is talking far too fast now .
i could not catch a single word is is trying to say ,
or maybe she is just plainly shouting some words she does not know at all .

relax Baby !
one week&everything will be history

NOTE !
J-MIN will not be blogging until friday

2007-08-10T20:49:00.001+08:00

i know i had not been updating recently ,
&i`m being scolded for that already :/

070807
went home extremely early ,
as i would be rushing somewhere else later in the day .
that person called last minutes&said , things were cancel .
met up with darryl&slacked ,
home before parents came back .

o8o8o7
celebrations was terrible lahs .
shouldn`t have gone to school .
went bugis with XY after that ,
met up with her ah yi too .
finally , i got the stuff for KALA`s parang parang
hahas , i still don`t have any idea how to make it .

o9o8o7
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE (:
i had such a fantastic day ,
all credits to DARRYL (:
was dead beat by the time i went to bed&sleep .

1oo8o7
went for tuition in the morning ,
daddy happily woke me up at 7:50 when my tuition was at 10 .
went JE to had lunch before going to the library to study ,
that place was flooded lahs ,
didn`t had the place to study ,
went roaming JE&saw SH (:
bus home & reached around 6 .
i didn`t have the mood to study any things lahs .

not until i found my Aaron carter`s album !

gosh ! i do admire him (:
i mean , when he sings .

alrights , i`m going to sleep now :/

2007-08-06T20:42:00.001+08:00

i have a sudden urge to put up this photo
so , BAHAHAS !
we three , go crazy in class together .
¬ forgetting , laugh like mad together .
alrights , i know my skirt is the shortest lahs !
still its still not the shortest lenght .

POA mock test&english paper drove me crazy today !

2007-08-06T20:05:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to MUMMY (:

2007-08-05T20:38:00.000+08:00

DEFINE THE WORD PERFECT !

i not the perfect as you think .
i know that i had kept you waiting for 4 years .

why , don`t find a girl who love you the way you love her ?
whats the point waiting for me .
the more you treated me like a princess ,
the more i will find myself falling for you .

i know , i would never be the one for you
thats why i had never once agree to be with you .
you could easily have any girl that you want .

you are than what i called perfect .

2007-08-05T20:29:00.000+08:00

we were both online ,
yet , not a word spoken .

i`m starting to wonder whats wrong .
a had a tiff a few days ago ,
or maybe , a quarrel .
still i don`t see a need in it .

i know , i made silly comments ,
but thats how i seriously feel .
don`t say those statement to me .
i don`t deserve such good treatment from you .

some one else in this word deserved it more than me .

2007-08-05T19:21:00.000+08:00

when i took a look at the photos ,
i only found that ,
i have only that much photos that i wanted to upload .

had tuition this morning ,
XY`s cousin came to join our group .
went home after that .
rushed all my homework .
i`m feeling so sick !
took a quick nap&had dinner .

have the first common test paper tomorrow :/
its English paper .
GOD BLESS ME !
there will only be three days of school this week :D
that makes me a happy girl !

2007-08-04T21:53:00.000+08:00

i admit alrights , i`m too lazy to blog : D

well , lets recap back to friday ,
i was playing&laughing all the way through the lesson .
was super high !
after school cab down to lakeside MRT station to pick XINYI HONEY ,
then cab down to her house .
went , Jurong Point to help her choose her T-shirt
had lunch at BENTOBOX if i`m not wrong .
went POPULAR to stack up my stock (:
went JE after that .
study half way , i went lalax :/
bus -ed home with mummy after that .
as XINYI HONEY meeting a friend .

TODAY ~

had tuition in the morning ,
the family living above my apartment ,
always never fail to cooked anything related with fish .
&i told guanling , i wonder if their cats !
dinner at IMM with parents ,
ate ICHIBAN , i almost puked after the dinner
&i`m having sushi phobia recently :/

tuition tomorrow ,
will try to post up the pictures (:

2007-08-04T21:29:00.000+08:00

i didn`t know that SUN could be that HOT
until i saw this video clip (:

2007-08-01T20:27:00.000+08:00

MUMMY IS INSANE !

she just brought home
Macdoanld Value Added Meal
saying , its for my supper

FAINTS ~

i just had my meals hours ago
&i`m still bloated alrights .
so i told her i`m not gonna take it .
i`m afraid of extra weights :D

still , she claims that i need to put on weight .
well well , DAMMIT !

choir tmr ,
i`m seriously dreading it !

2007-07-31T20:01:00.000+08:00

FOR XINYI HONEY :D

2007-07-30T19:05:00.001+08:00

i`m not able to post up photos today ):
therefore , XINYI HONEY you have to wait until tmr .

eww , i feeling awful now .
so , i missed the chance to perform at the old folks home ):
Darryl&granny claim that i looked pale .

two project due this week ,
i did had not done it :/
how how ?
hahas , not gonna care anyway .

alrights , i`m going to rest now .
i felt like i had just taken a 360 degrees roller coaster ride ):

2007-07-27T20:34:00.000+08:00

i`m so bloodly hell tired now ,
though i just wake up :/

did i mention ,
i had forgotten cleanly what happened on Wednesday .

THRUSDAY
had PE early in the morning ,
ran two rounds for warm up&played volley ball (:
3N1 is the bestest of the best !
for one simple reason ,
we got soft ball , basketball&shoes up on the trees .
in the end , all still came down lahs .

had choir in the afternoon ,
meet up with girlfriends after that .
&went home .
i was dead beat , choir is so much worst then dancing lesson :/

TODAY
i was like crazy throughout all the lessons .
went out after school ,
was really REALLY tired .
came home&slept after going up to granny`s house .
Darryl Baby/kor ? called me just now .
we chatted like some nuts (:

2007-07-24T19:29:00.000+08:00

i know i did not post a proper post for quite sometimes .
&yeah , i went back to choir a few days back .
mr ong`s words nearly freak me out .
when i gave me the re - audition ,
i sang ' come what may ' for the single audition .
&he commented : you don`t sound like a alto .
{ ue mean i sound like some seven month ge tai singer ? }
then he said : you sound like a sap
{ GOSH ! i want to stay in alto ): }
ending his words with : but , i will still but you back in alto .
{ SMILE : D }

well , everything was still quite alright .
i guess :/

went out with XINYI HONEY on sunday .
IMM ; ORCHARD&BUGIS (:
walk till my leg want to break alr .
still , i did not get to find my arron carter`s album .
if hereen`s HMV does not have it .
where on earth in singapore will there be this album ?

MONDAY>
had oral in the noon .
it was horrible i swear !
i was in group B ,
the teacher was MDM ZAINAH ( did i get it right ? )
i lost my voice after that again .
BOO ! Darryl Baby could hardly figure out what i`m saying .
&the sky at my housing area was scary dark .
later in the night about ten plus ,
it was bright orange :/
gees , wonder why the sky had got such scary color .

TODAY
was not in the mood ,
tuesday blue ~
&i saw seiwei`s hand writing when i was sitting beside .
UBER NICE !
i love them &i got him to help me write my name (:

see , its like as if it was printed (:

TAGS REPLIES :
DARRYL : (: ur welcome , baby !
ZINTHET : heys , of course i remember ue . hmms , ue did not left ur link .
HUIYUAN : ur welcome girl (: will relink ue soon !

2007-07-22T20:41:00.000+08:00

will post a better post tmr ,
as i`m really tired now .
rushing my chinese letter .

oral tmr , god bless me !

boy , takire care <3

2007-07-18T20:20:00.000+08:00

school was still alrights .
not including that two test i had .
BOO ! its all hard core .

History , we had like a ' open book test '
the whole class was already half way through the test ,
when mr zalini said about giving us 5 mins to revises again ,
before we continue doing .
i was like , hurhur ?
does not really make a difference to me .
as i think i will be flunking the test anyway .

Maths , test was OMG !
i felt like i`m some kind of nuts doing the test .
does not really make sense to me .
KALA should know that , as she was sitted beside me .
i swear , mr ng`s maths class was the worst maths class i ever attented !

Darryl was late meeting me again !
well , i can`t expect him to reach that punctually when his school was at bishan .
hehs , i can`t expect me to be that considerate .

i just received two messaged
from XINYI HONEY&DARRYL
HONEY had cca photo taking this friday ,
&DARRYL told me to stay in as there are tons of ' rubbish ' i need to rearrange .
as i can`t go anywhere tomorrow
for a simple reason , i`m going choir :/
Darryl was kinda shock though ,
well well , i don`t know what i`m thinking anyway .
so , towning will be postpone to sunday .

i was real bored just now , so Darryl&i started counting .
FRIENDSHIP (:
7 years of friendship with my HONEY : D
&1 years of HONEY - SHIP
5 years of friendship with my 9 butts (:
hehs , i love them most !

boy , at times i really wished i had told you ,
just treat me like i`m dead .
let me have a peaceful death .

2007-07-16T20:03:00.000+08:00

i just blog for the sake of blogging ,
i`m feeling so random now .

Darryl `s mum made some apple tarts
&asked darrly to pass it to me .
they were fingerlicious (:
i passed them som almond jelly that i made .

school today was rather plain .
just that i was laughing like mad .
due to darryl uhs !

boy , leave anytime you want
i don`t want to give a damn anymore .
whatever things that we had once vow .
bring them away if you really go .

2007-07-13T20:33:00.000+08:00

wanted to post yesterday ,
just connections sucks !

was feeling better after taking all the medicine .
but , it made me so blur in the morning .
went IMM after school
then home&slack .
so tired uhs !

i will wait till the day
when my tears stop flowing .

2007-07-11T20:19:00.000+08:00

FLU sucks big time !
i`m so hating it .

planned to stay at home tomorrow .
parents had already gave me their consent .
BUT !
class photo taking tomorrow .
oh hell man !
will be going right home after school .
sorry huiyuan !
i will be there next session .
i`m feeling so terrible .

thanks DARRYL ,
he got me some soup (:
had a real short conversation with evelyn mei just now .
i miss her soooooooooo ~!
&&HONEY .
i miss you too , cheer up !

2007-07-10T19:30:00.000+08:00

just came home a few minutes ago ,
reached home earlier&went out again .
hohos , i saw AA ,
AA is still like damn shy can !

i think i`m gonna have a flu attack sooner or later .
cause , i`m sneezing like some kind of shit now .
i think , its darryl who pass all the virus to me .

school was still alright ,
but darn boring alrights .

darrly said that he would be bloggind right after i post .

i don`t really want to give a damn ,
not asking , does not mean i don`t care at all .

2007-07-09T18:56:00.000+08:00

went to school today with fever&sorethroat .
still , i was quite high uhs .
start of the day with , chinese : D
MRGOH kept mixing up my name with jiamin`s
cause , my chinese name is jiemin ,
&jiamin is jiamin .
{ i know its dumb }

during english , i felt like sleeping lahs .
my maths kuku teacher did not come today .
so , ee ting`s biao ge came&take our class .
damn dislike him can !
handsome but no use .
brought use to the library ,
i was sleeping&sms-ing there .

LXY&JM came to finf me at around 1030 bahs .
cause that teacher said he will release us at 1030 .
went toliet&kisiao with my girlfriends (:
POA&SS was total slack !
MDMTAN kept looking at me .
met KARLING&FELICIA .
was feeling terrible then ):
decided to go home & give teaching MDMZHOU english a miss .

went granny house&slept so soundly .
until five .
i shouted so loudly at my cousin just now .
the whole family had a huge fright .
she is so guailan can !
came home earlier cause i want to sleep earlier today .

2007-07-08T19:51:00.000+08:00

&&blogger screw up my post !

2007-07-08T18:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NIXON (:

went to nixon`s birthday party .
was pretty fun .
still , i did not ate much ,
only for the chocolate .
which is causing me to have a real bad sore throat now .
i`m now , dranking myself with cups&cups of ice water to ' cool ' my throat .
yeahs , i know . i sounded dumb !

i drank like 4 big cups of ice water&1 packet of freezing greentea in one go .
BUT ! it does not make my throat feel any better ):
so , daddy&mummy went out to get me some porridge now for dinner .
cause , tonight`s dishes consist of all heaty food .
&&with my present condition now , how am i possible to eat all these food ?
i know i very troublesome lahs .
but no choice yeahs , i hate sore throat .

still , i got sore throat very often .
apart form sore throat , its giddy spells .
i got those two very often & i fugging hate it !

mummy kept calling my handphone now .
cause she knows that ,
even if i`m at home .
i also won`t even pick up the phone .
then again , if she call my handphone again ,
i will switch it off !

PHOTOS ~

Daddy tried to BBQ the birthday boy >.<

&yes , its the birthday boy`s cake .
its like fugging huge !

A happy birthday boy : D

i looove his smile !

He is only intrested with the cake ,
not the camera .

Birthday boy&his dad .
his dad`s birthday is on 4th of oct
&mine is on 5th .
its just a day of difference (:

i wipe the cream on his face : D

he is busy opening the presents .

he snatch the spoon&ate my cake !

ohs , i so love him !

well , school tmr AGAIN ):
&hehs , i saw XINYI HONEY today : D

2007-07-07T21:32:00.000+08:00

I LIKE TODAY`S DATE : D

seriously , i do !
hahas .

2007-07-06T20:39:00.000+08:00

i seriously don`t know whats the fuck that is happening to me .
everything just seems so weird ,
Darryl&co came up me yesterday
&they commented this : you seems to have grown up , the distance is drifing apart .
yeah , i know , i had grown up like within this few months .
everything changed . i mean , really changed !
after all the things that i had been through .
its always used to be Darryl&co who gave me advice ,
but recently , i had been the one advicing them .
i know , it made them worry for me .
guys , i know you all had always been there for me .
sorry for making you all worry all these while .

then again , look !
J-MIN will always be J-MIN .
she will still be smiling , laughing&joking her ass off .
for , she knew ; smile hide a million tears `
&i knew these are always a few thoughts that come upoon my mind .

still , the truth is .
J-MIN need someone to cheer her up badly !

2007-07-05T20:36:00.000+08:00

today is fun (:

school as usual ,
was so sleeply in the class man .
met AA after school
had such fun with AA&co .
they made my day .

i`m too tired to blog .

2007-07-03T19:36:00.001+08:00

The weather today is really killing me .
should had gave school a miss ):

mrs Ng came took us for physics lesson on behalf of ,
mr chan who had went to USA ,
YES ! i`m jealous . i want to go too !
&& mrs Ng kept looking at our way .
when she said something or rather explain something ,
sometimes , her eyes will get bigger&bigger .
until i nod my head to show that i understood what she is talking about .

teacher did come for english lesson .
mr ang came instead .
i was talking away with KALA during maths again (:
after break , went down to hall for talk .
the picture was gross .
went lab 4 after the talk ,
no teacher again :/
POA&lunch&home&out&home again : D
i`m lazy to blog ars .

AA got be herbal tea as i told him i`m have sore throat .
thanks : D
&&he claims that i look like a baller
cause i was in jersey&FBT pants when i met up with him .
NONONO !
i`m not a baller&i will never be a baller : D

Bradley Hand ITC">I`m really tired .

2007-07-02T20:49:00.000+08:00

tired&sleeply
this , i totally understand it now

such a boring day .
yeah , school tomorrow ):
i dreading it again .

i just wish there will be no school at all .

&yes , neos with XINYI HONEY today .
will post it next post ?
hopefully , as i still have not scan it .
will be asking Darryl to help me .

Tired of all things .

2007-07-01T21:18:00.000+08:00

i swear i loves tulips .
AA got me some tulips to cheer me up (:
sadly , i did not get to snap some pictures of it
BEFORE , mum destroy the flower .

Darryl also got me some munchies to cheer me up .
tons of sushi& one tub of ` triple chocolates ice cream ` :D
i swear , they never fail to bring me laughter .

tuiton tomorrow from 4 to 7 pm .
meeting mummy at lakeside after that .
&school again on tuesday ):

Bradley Hand ITC">I had think things through (:

2007-06-30T21:22:00.000+08:00

i`m like so fug up now !
it seems like , everything is a lie .

&roars !
the headache is killing me .
blog next time .

2007-06-29T21:06:00.000+08:00

tomorrow is , SATURDAY :D
school today was like sucks ?
was uber high during chinese lesson with karling .
she kept poking me & we were there laughing at the laoshi `s slang
History was totally loved
maths after that , was talking away with kala (:
&its for like two whole period .

chemistry lesson after break .
its like , being nag again !
well , i don`t really give a damn !

was awfully pissed off after school .
waited for JM&XY , as they were having their AVA meeting .
they came my house after that .
met up with XINYI HONEY after that .
accompany her for lunch cum dinner .
BAHAHAS !
went granny house after that .
while i was walking back home ,
AA called me agian >.<
he was caught in the rain & he called me to fetch him
kuku him !

Its all meant to be .

2007-06-28T18:51:00.000+08:00

FINALLY , tomorrow is friday (:
no PE today , lucky !
if not , would be sweating like hell .
the heat is killing me .
stay back for Maths Sail ,
its like so bloodly shit man !
the more i listen to that kuku teacher talk ,
the more hungry i feel , gees .
waited for XY&JM after that
&i went home .
i`m guai yeahs .
told HONEY to call me while i was one the way home ,
she told me that she wanted to sleep .
kuku her : D
hahas ! well , i know that she needs to rest .

I think , i needed a rest .

2007-06-27T20:06:00.000+08:00

if you were to look at me now ,
you will understand whats the meaning of SUPERTIRED !
started off my day with English again .
its like so fugging tired alright !
History lesson was totally loved !
mr zailani came&made the class so lively (:
had lunch at JE
&went granny house after that .

came home not long ago ,
so considering if i should turn up for tomorrow SAIL programme .
our class`s house tees .
are still not found , wonder where had they been .

i`m like so dreading to go to school every morning .
find school so meaningless ,
just because i`m in the tu tu train class ,
&i have to carry so much stress ?
when one is under so much stress ,
how do the teachers expect us to perform well hur .

i`m luckily my saviour , AA
came to my rescue (:
three cheers for him man !
he did made my days more fun .
well , not forgetting Darryl&guys .
ILOVETHEM soo ...

&i had been hearing lies from you .
i`m not going to be that DUMB anymore !
was so fucking hurt by you .
had you ever consider for me ?
i doubt you do .

2007-06-26T20:34:00.000+08:00

English is just too much for me to start off my day ):
i kept feeling that , i could just sleep like a pig
there&then (:
its would be a big news if i fall asleep in class
as i never once really fall asleep in class .

girlfriends&i were laughing our ass off during the assembly .
did not donated any money ,
as i left it in class :D
hehs !

cab down to SH`s house after school .
we reached like 230 ?
when our school ends at 210 & we left the school ,
boared the taxi like 215 to 22o
hohohos , the uncle driving the taxi is like so fun man .
i was laughing my ass off then
i felt like a mad woman .

came home around 7 ,
garnny was waiting for me ,
ILOVEHER to the max man !
we were like laughing when we watched TV together .
she cooked dinner for me too =D

school again tomorrow ,
darn it .
i`m really starting to hate school !

Just because i laugh ,
its does not mean that i`m alright

2007-06-25T20:37:00.000+08:00

school is just , BLAHS !
i`m really tired lahs .
everything was like , quite alright ?
i dont know ):
they spotcheck was so sucky .
so strict can !

too lazy to blog .
only remember that ,
i received AA`s message .
so gan dong uhs .
AA , saw this don`t ' an shuang ' ars .
BAHAHAS .

everything is like , strange ?

2007-06-24T16:02:00.000+08:00

tired,tired&tired !
school tomorrow , i`m dreading it !
i had been unusually high .
when i got unusually high , i not normal :D

yesterday was such a busy day .
i was running all over .
last min changes for the thingys ,
luckily , everything turn out to be so well .
chatted with AA again at night ,
AA`s highness made me gong lahs .
AA is such a great buddy ,
always there for me&cheering me up

the thought of school just give me headache .
can i just have an MC to be absent from school tomorrow ?

i`m so not wishing for it to happen .

2007-06-23T22:14:00.000+08:00

i had such a great day ,
thanks for the people for making me better (:

' It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending. '

'Define&Teach me What&How to be [Strong]. '

I wana laughoutloud.

2007-06-22T13:44:00.000+08:00

when studies gets a bit dry&BLAH ,
its blogging time :D

i`m really really tired .
as i was on phone until 13o last night
with AA&YY (:
we were full of craps .
laugh till i had stomach cramps .
darn it , they are like so hyper even at that time .

on phone with darryl the previous night too .
finally he stopped the BABY thingys lahs .
hahas ,
school in a few more days ,
i`m dreading it ):

2007-06-20T21:00:00.001+08:00

i`m simply so tired
though i woke up at 1o plus today :D
met LXY at school`s busstop .
bused to JE&trained to Bugis .
walk round&round , i was so duper sian there .

what i had to do was data&data .
is driving me mad !
BOO !
tuition tomorrow >.<

2007-06-19T12:25:00.001+08:00

wolalas ~
i`m back , in fact ,
i`m already back on Sunday night :D
i`m so in loove with Genting`s adorable weather .

Thursday ; 14o6o7
went Boon Lay at 7 plus ,
boarded the bus at 9&i`m off to Genting .
could not sleep on the bus lahs .

Friday ; 15o6o7

reached there at about 3 , after washing up
its about 4 .
went around the shopping center ,
rested at the lobby as we can`t check in yet .
had breadfast &check in at around going to ten .
was uber tired at that time lahs .
slept until 3 plus
went down to mushroom garden to have dinner .
i miss that place can !
the food was uber nice :D
walked around with cousin &went back to hotel room at 9:3o
she was disturbing me all the way ):

mini movie show in the past .

cousins claims thatits nice

cousin called this man siao >.<

Saturday ; 16o6o7
woke up extremely early that day
had breadfast&i`m off to the theme park .
i was almost freezing at there lahs .
as i wore an uber short pants :D
had so much fun at there
but i`m so mooodless alright .
shopping spree that night with cousin .
went back hotel room at around 1o plus .

Sunday ; 17o6o7
check out at dun know what time lahs .
last shopping spree befpre i boarded the bus at 1 plus .
saw quite a number of familar faces .
all the way until 7 plus when i had dinner .
reached Singapore at 1o plus as there was a jam .
reached at 11 plus , was on phone with LXY as i need to comfirm the tuiton time&date .
messaged with Khaiseng xiaomeimei until 12 &sent a messaged
when made me can`t breathe .
Khaiseng xiaomeimei dun believe me alrights !
cried to sleep that night .

Granny claims that this is my friend ):

&&honey is being KPO now .
sitting beside me to see what i blog .
BAHAHAS .

2007-06-14T15:04:00.000+08:00

i`m gonna be died tonight .
as i exchanged his cough medicine bottle to my things .
& i have yet to tell him .
gonna tell him tonight .

in a few hours time ,
i`m leaving singapore .
i spent my whole morning and afternoon
packing my things .
Darryl Ass said that ,
i seems to be taking all my rubbish to genting .
damn him lahs .
its all unwanted comments !
Ass also told me that ,
Jim baobei will be leaving for overseas tonight too .
the problem is he still had not pack his things when he have to leave for airport at 6 ,
7 the latest .
dumb dumb him : D

&&Singapore`s weather is killing me .
hopefully genting`s weather would be loveable (:
ohs , granny is also so loveable .
i asked her the whole week if she wants granddaddy`s jacket .
for the whole week , her answer was NO .
this morning she called me EARLY in the morning and said
{ in hokkien&chinese }
granny : ehs , you wake up ?
me : you say lehs .
granny : ohs , nothing lahs . just ask if you wake up already .
me : orns
granny : you want me help you buy anything mahs ?
me : nothing , want do you actually want huh ?
granny : uhs , nothing lahs . but actually need you to help me do something .
me : what thing ?
granny : you want help me a not ? you can answer anything but cannot say no .
me : wa lau . what is it lahs .
granny : help me bring the jacket you had been saying .
me : chey ! okay lahs ! at night pass to you .
granny : GUAI , at night give you eat sweet . byebye xiao meimei
me : =.=

granny treated me like three years old kid lahs .
fancy waking me up so early , saying all those rubbish .
how dare granny still always say me di dong .

anyway , its a random post (:
will post again when i come back for my trip

2007-06-13T20:51:00.000+08:00

i had been a lazy bum these few days .
pardon me :D
its like , i find everything so troublesome .

well , i had been going out everyday
sunday - went over aunt`s house
as she got me a webcam&Ipod (:
monday - taught tution :D
had sometimes to do at JE
tuesday - honey came and find me before she went to meet her loves !
i bet she is going to kill me when she see this (:
today - went tuition ,
&trim my eyebrow .

ohs , i saw peiling laopo too :D
she is such a pretty lady now
and she had left singapore again this evening .
i`m leaving singapore tomorrow night .
i would be bringing my handphone with me
but you guys won`t want your bill to pill up like school homework right .
so don`t sms me that often until sunday night .

the fact is , i don`t feel like going genting .
in fact , i`m dreading it ):
maybe take that as a break
when i can sort out my feelings ?

ohs , i remind daddy again&again
that i want to sit alone on the bus .
i don`t want to sit with anybody .
i told daddy first because
i won`t allow my KNN;FCUKING;SUCKING&everything bad uncle to arrange things for me .
sorry for the ill - mannered .
i juat hate this uncle of mine alrights !
&thinking that i have to spend 3 fugging days not counting tomorrow with him .
i`m wondering how can i survive .
i`m bringing my Ipod , handphone .
which means i will have tons of music to listen and spend my time .
hmms , not bad yeahs .
&no doubt , i`m gonna miss somebody BADLY .

everything is passing so fast .
what should i do , when THAT day happen ?
its forever a doubt .
an question that never have an answers between you&me .
know what ? i fugging hate that feeling .
smile with a teary eyes is hurtful .
but when but are around ,
i`m able to take all the pain .
just because , you are around .
i love nobody but you :D
no frets no worries .
you cab always call me yours

what should my feelings be ?

2007-06-09T15:43:00.001+08:00

ohs , it just remind to me that ,
baby NIXON&family is coming back
from japan today (:
&also , WYANE xingan will be coming back
from australia tomorrow :D

o8o6o7
COUSIN came over at ten plus
and we went out at eleven .
bus - ed to town
and we went around to shop .
i brought my bottoms :D
its makes me a happy girl .
cab -ed home with aunt and i went to sleep .
i`m so tired about the things that i had heard .

o9o6o7
woke up & i`m on phone with LXY
did not go out due to some reason .
BLAHBLAH !

_____________________________________

we were meant to be ,
supposed to be
but we lost that .

thanks for pretending that you always care .
yue xiang yao yuan liang ni ,
yue bu neng kong zhi wo de yan lei .

ying wei tai liao jie
so yi fang bu xia .
we shen me ni jui bu nen ran wo hao hao guo ?
WO HEN NI dan yen AI NI ):

its very random post .

2007-06-07T21:25:00.000+08:00

GRAB THE ONE & ONLY NECKLACES NOW

2007-06-07T20:51:00.001+08:00

&some thoughts recently ;
made me real upset ):

o6o6o7
i find yesterday date real nice when i was typing :D
had tuition in the morning ,
guanling came early .
well , so is going off to JAPAN next week
&i`m off to malaysia
which means tuition would resume last week of my holiday .
HONEY came ,
after tuition accompany her to cut her hair .
she treated my house like her`s
lying&lazing around . hahas .
then went JE to have meal & went to granny house .
went home that night and found out that ,
the CD HONEY lent me is missing of CD 1 .
BOO ! HONEY is blur queen :D

o7o6o7
woke up at 1 plus ,
due to the calls i`m receiving .
DADDY&BELVEDEL called me at 10 plus .
after that i went back to sleep .
BELVEDEL called me again at 11 plus ?
damn him ,
i was having a sweet dream then .
final call from Darryl Baby at 1255 sharp !
woke up, bath&i`m off to granny`s house :D
came home at 8 ,
did some stretching&stuff
was sweating like hell & i smell like shit
after bathing , i smell so nice :D
ignore me , i`m just crapping .
just , saw BELVEDEL missed call .
not going to call back ,
hehs , i`m lazy !
ohs , towning with COUSIN tomorrow .
i`m off to buy some tops and bottoms too (:

PHOTOS ~

the necklace i made for myself (:

want it ? send me a mail (:

want it ? send me a mail (:

end the post with `
me :D:D:D

when tears came flowing out of my eyes ,
it just lead my think to you .
what should i do it make my self feel better ?
i just seems can`t get the answers .
are things really that hard ?

all i know was ,
we were once deeply in <3 with each other
what about now ?
though it seems clearly that we still care .
but , when can we proudly call each other
ours again ?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILNA (:
a pretty lady of 12

2007-06-05T20:43:00.000+08:00

had connection problem ):
which made me can`t move around while using my laptop ):):):
made two necklace this week ,
gonna post up as soon as possible !
as my connection just sucks !

o4o6o7
had tuition as usual ,
reached CHEERS fugging early .
damn Darryl Ass for it .
waited for LXY&SH to come then we went to teacher ALICIA`s house .
watched am music flim ,
this time round , no movie review needed to be done :D:D
which means i had only one reviews needed to be done this week .
it also means that BELVEDEL needed my help again
indeed , he kept on asking me to help him right after tuition ,
i treated him like invisible . hahas .
poor him .

had lunch with LXY and she went back to school for AVA .
went to granny house when Darryl baby called me .
he knows that this is my shopping week
therefore he gave me some cash to help him buy a gift .
was laughing my ass off while talking with granny .

o5o6o7
woke up&i`m off to shopping :D
went bugis , ate lunch and its my shopping time !
brought quite a number of things ,
-1 jeans
-1 low cut top
-1 jacket
-1 t-shirt
-1 bag
spent 1oo to 2oo bucks .
i`m broke .

while , i did mention about Darryl baby asking me to help him buy a bag as a gift for someone .
so i took i halk an hour choosing the bag
when i don`t even know who he want to give it to .
the only thing that he told me was , he wanted to give it to a girl .
when i told him that i brought the gift for him at $39
he say : ONLY ?
damn him , so i asked him when does he want to take the bag ?
he said i could keep it as it was meant for me .
damn him , i was shock&happy at that moment of course .
gonna take this bag to school
though the bag seems to be that its a bit too mature .
returing back the rest of the money to him someday .
anyway , thanks BABY : D
after that went granny house ,
aunty brought anything&whatever
i choosed anything .
yester i got was 7up , today was pepsi (:

to that person :
you are nobody to me ,
so , why must i listen to you
or rather believe in you ?!
you better get your fugging mind clear before i help you change your brain !

2007-06-03T20:37:00.000+08:00

BLOGGER sure drives me crazy !

managed to complete my reviews in time :D
gonna have a short post and shut the com ,
daddy complain that i`m using the com too often .
received the stuff that Darrly Baby had brought for me ,
a skirt that had a crown picture .
&baby would be going : you got crowns on your butt :/

alrights , my parents are driving me crazy too .
the way i want my things to be are NONE OF THEIR BUSINESS !
who the heck they think they are ?!
think that by saying and stopping me from doing things that i want is doing me good .
for goddness sake !
the more you guys do that the more you wont get that from me .
I DON`T GIVE A DAMN !
WHAT I KNOW IS THAT I WOULD LEAVE THIS HOUSE ONE DAY
&THATS FOR SURE !
I FUGGING HATE MY FAMILY !

2007-06-02T15:19:00.000+08:00

its noon , when i should be walking down the town
to do some shopping ):
supposed to , but mummy lied to me .
i thought we would go with my aunt
instead it turned up as , she had not told aunt .
pissed !
decided to rot at home instead .

just received Darryl baby`s message .
the plane had touched down singapore safely (:
&he said he is going to give me the hairband thing
which he had brought while he was having his lunch .
god damn him .
i swear i would kick off his head if he give me that thingy .
i dislike greenie stuff .
and i`m so unlucky to have green as the main colour for my uniform :/
anyway baby , i miss you pretty much :D

i`m totally lifeless now !
its just tuitions , reviews&dancing
but nothing else !
everyday its repeating .
ohs , i`m quiting dancing soon ,
soon after the group of small little kids would be me go .
i would miss them like fug !

been irritaed my the continuous incomming calls .
luckily baby is back (:
and the main thing is
he let be divert the calls which i does not want to entertain to him
aww , thats so nice of him :D

i`m getting pretty emo these few nights
fall asleep with all those teary eyes
&awake with huge and red puffy eye .
i look gross :/

I lie awake at night
See things in black&white .
I`ve only got you inside my mind ,
you know you had made me blind .
I lie awake and pray
for you to look my way .
I have all this longing in my heart .
` I knew it right from the start .

I used to write you name
&put it in a frame .
And sometimes i think i hear you call
Right from my bedroom door .
You stay a little while
&touched me with your smile
And what i can say to make you mine
to reach out for you in time .

2007-05-31T20:54:00.000+08:00

i finally woke up (:

3o05o7
woke up with a swollen cheek .
you guys must be wondering what the hell i did .
i don`t know , i mean , i SERIOUSLY don`t know what happen lahs .
just woke up&my cheek is swollen .
its just slightly swollen anyway .

slept at 1 pm that previous night
was listening to 98.7 fm .
was deep in my thoughts !
woke up at 9 plus going to ten .
quite early uhs !
used my lappy&i`m on my way to granny`s house (:
was chatting on phone with LXY .
cousin came and she was singing so loudly .
damn her .
still , she got scolded my her mother .
BAHAHAS ! serve her right lahs .
slept at granny room and woke up at 6 (:
always had dinner early when granny was around .
went home after that with daddy .
everything was so peaceful until belvedel and i chatted on MSN .
he&his rubbish !
asked me to call him thn changed that he will call me
still in the end , he asked me to call him lahs .
whatever ! only remember when mummy remind me .
called him around 1o:15 ,
he was talking all the way lahs .
watched , how to lose a guy in 1o days and slept .

31o5o7
woke up at nine , went out at 1o .
bus - ed to Clementi .
the temple was effing hot and crowded .
i was being forced to go lahs !
bus - ed back to Jurong when belvedel called to rushed me .
damn him , i said i would call him when i`m done .
had breadfast with parents , went to buy some sweets and i called him back .
USER BUSY !
waited half an freaking hour for him to call me back .

yeah , indeed .
he called at 12 sharp as i told him i`m free in the noon .
bus - ed to lakeside and he came and find me after a few minutes .
&bus - ed to his house .
on the bus he asked me my face got swollen mehs .
damn him can ! he asked so loudly that the whole bus was looking at me .
went his house , saw his sister , quite friendly .
so , teach him how to do the review .
he is forever speaking so loud , i almost went deaf !
so was there , teaching him to do his review and talking with him&his sister .
went home at 5 plus .
we walked to lakeside and went to the busstop which was near ms low`s house .
bus - ed home .
baths&slept (:
parents brought macdonald for my dinner .
up size drink , up size fries . and MC SPICY .
daddy eat half of my MC SPICY cause i`m full .
after eating&i`m uber full !
&&i`m quarreling with my mummy now !
darn ! we are forever quarreling .

anyway ,
belvedel , ur welcome (:
alrights , i`m going to chiong my review now .

2007-05-29T20:38:00.000+08:00

i`m back :D:D:D
third post for today&i swear its the final post ,
for a simple reason , i`m effing tired no lahs .

due to the rain , did not meet up with ASS&co .
headed to aunt`s house straight .
saw yuan heng`s friends .
he look kinda shock when he was me :/
after that granny came ,
i was crapping the whole way with granny lahs .
granny say me di dong !
so bad , i want revenge (:
so , granny&me was like poking each other for an hour or so ?
i dun know lahs , i only know that
when we sit together , there is simply no peace !
hmms , the new maid that my aunt hire looks blur to me .
her name is glee , lee , jee or eeee ?!
i dun know , i just can`t get it right !
&&she got a guailan attitude when she speaks .
i would still prefer aunty rose better thn the glee , lee , jee , EEEE lahs !

okay , i`m out !

2007-05-29T15:30:00.000+08:00

Aaron just called and asked
if i want to go his house play cards and majong .
*__*
you ask me take the cards and tiles to throw people i can lahs .
but aske to to play ?
i confirm pok gai lahs !
cause daddy dont let me play any game involved with money
in another terms , its gamble .

the only time i touch cards is when i`m at ms low`s house .
but , no money involve .
while playing , we { ms low , LXY , SH&ME }
screamed like crazy :D

i know i`m insane lahs ,
alrights , will post when i return home from cousin`s house .
meeting up with ASS&co first (:

2007-05-29T11:16:00.000+08:00

woke up pretty early today
watched MS UNIVERSE ,
i so soo soo love MISS BRAZIL
MISS JAPAN crown MISS UNIVERSE
hmms , no comments for that .
but , no worries . i'm not a les !

i did not want to get my beauty sleep ,
untilmy head was spinning real bad last night .
yeah , damn it !
and my head was spinning real bad again this morning .
had cake for breadfast , was uber full now !
going to my cousin house later .
the new maid of my aunt would be coming to my couisn house to stay a few days .
as my aunt whole family would leaving for JAPAN this evening .
JAPAN to me is like a country i would not really prefer to go
unless i'm smaller , disneyland would be a perfect place for me .
though i went JAPAN before , i don`t really enjoy it .
anyway , its up to each people`s preference .

i want to rent a few DVDs and VCDs ,
&& i need a movie partner .
anyone out there ?

一直以为幸福在远方，在可以追逐的未来。
我的双眼保持着眺望，我的双耳仔细聆听，
唯恐疏忽错过。
后来才发现，那些握过得手，
唱过得歌，流过的泪，
爱过的人。
所谓的曾经，就是幸福。

you said so ,
&its is so .

2007-05-28T20:47:00.000+08:00

i woke up fugging early today ,
i`m so guai , i don`t need any morning call (:
bath&all , i`m on my way to ms low`s house .
reached uber early today .
like 9+ going to 9:3o ?
around there bahs .
talked to ms low and belverder came .
followed by LXY&SH .
crapped and watched ' THE BATTLE OF THE SEXES '
' eeee ' & ' ewww ' was waht we said during the show .
it made me left disgusted :/
the insect part was the worst !

discussed about the gift for teacher alicia ,
& my shoes *_* ; whatever lahs .
a pic of my shoes will be posted up below .
met up with HONEY :D
for once , she was early (:
HONEY :D told me that belverder face turn like shock
when he saw her :/
belverder shock ?
cant believe (:

train -ed to JP with HONEY :D , LXY&SH .
went seperated ways after that .
went watsons to buy the dye and brought lunch .
bus - ed to HONEY`s house .
help , HONEY dye hair , then her sister
and i dye myself .
i`m good yeahs (:
had lunch and i accidently knock the plastic bag and the glass cup went ,
PIANG !
i'm sooooorry !
after that went to wash my hair .
no color , damn it lahs .
HONEY :D say , its still brown :/
used her computer and had a girls chat with her .
chatted about her *** & my ***
and went out after that , she had car washing .
i guess she was late meeting her friends
as we waited real long for bus 98 to come !
bus - ed to granny house after that .
granny was not home yet .
only my aunts and cousin were there .
bluetooth songs with my cousin .
granny came with baby nixon after that .
hees , he`s forever cute alrights !
i asked him
J-MIN : nixon ! who cut your hair ?
NIXON : ah mi cut (:
ohs - so - adorable !
he is not even two years old now .
and his is leaving for Japan tomorrow to visit his aunt .

went home and i did not take my dinner
i'm too full lahs .
two reviews to be handed it next week .
if not , ms low said
we better dont appear in her house if we did not complete it .

PICTURES

see , the crystal crack when i hit it against the table .
yeahs , i know i`m violent lahs .
can`t help it when i talk to belverder cause it make me want to vomit blood !

adorable right ?
i hearts him (:

can anybody tell me why he smile until like that ?

HONEYS :D

li siao some one by touching that someone`s face .
&someone`s face went bright red .
yeahs , i'm naughty (:

2007-05-27T20:04:00.000+08:00

YES , daddy and mummy did not work today ,
which means , i quarrel with the both of them today .
in fact , the moment i woke up .
damn it !
its seriously all bullshit .
i no longer the small girl which you people think ,
i had grown up , with a perfectly normal brain .
i dont need you people to stand by my side and tell me :
hey , this is wrong , you should no do this
& hey , that what you should do , but why are you doing otherwise ?
say that again and i will reply to you ,
its definately shit coming out your mouth .
things are simply just too late now ,
trying to spent the time that you guys had missed when i'm small ?
NO WAY ! even if you stay 24/7 with me now .
its no longer the same .
whats the point of giving you people face when you all simply dont care about mine ?
whats the point of considering ur's feeling when you all simply dont care about mine ?
its makes no sense at all .
everything is simply crap ; rubbish ; BULLSHIT !
trying to find back the daughter that you guys once had .
yeah , so what you guys found back ,
things were never been the same ,
its the body that had been found ,
no the spirit and soul that i once had .
its just the sentence ,
everything is simply too late .

_____________________________________________

enough of the bullshit ,
somebody cheer me up (:
thanks for that tub of ice - cream ,
never thought that you would know
how ice - cream could bring laughter and smiles to my face .
as , since that day , tears is was what i used to wash my face .
tuition tomorrow , and after that dye hair for honey x3
if i'm not wrong , should be red .
damn nice color , i would dye my tail too (:

kbox session on the 23th with my girlfriends ?
still dont know if i would be going .
i want to stay all day out this whole month .
night life is want i had be yearning for .

yars , yesterday night harold called me at 10 going to 11 ,
our conversation made me damn malu :S
will blog the details when i'm free tomorrow .
&finally , i completed my movie review .
its gonna be decorated like chinatown by ms low tomorrow

things were never the same when i walk away .
blame who ? MYSELF .
i chosed to walk away first .
so , what all the jealously that you are giving me for .
its juat all extra and and a waste of energy .
boy , it had all faded .

2007-05-26T16:35:00.000+08:00

its finally holiday (:

THURSDAY
went to school as usual ,
there were damn lots of people who did not turn up for school .
went hall for movie screening .
the way home
third time i'm watching this show .
i'm able to control my tears this time (:
tons of people were lying on the floor and sleeping :/
the whole lot of people turn the discussion sesson to chatting session
had break and went for maths lesson .
there was no teacher ,
after some time we spotted mr ng , my kuku teacher .
alvin , seiwei and me shouted at him
but he did not hear anything .
and yes , the class was a total mess
i was taking videos of the guys when they were fooling around .
went down for chinese lesson after that ,
zhou lao shi came up ,
was slacking for two periods and we went home .

FRIDAY
was slacking throught out the day !
should not have gone to school :/
saw honey's messsage before i went down to the hall .
call and decided to meet her up .
the talk from mr thomas was fugging long alrights
it was two long periods .
went straight to the busstop to meet honey .
she was late again !
waited and alvin came lisiao - ing me .
after he went away , honey came .
bus - ed to IMM , effing hot that day .
had lunch at mos burger .
when honey's friend came to find her .
walk&walk till sian :/
went JE , was chatting on phone with alvin all the way .
after honey's friend went off we did not know where to go .
saw peiling and headed to her house .
went home at around 6 plus and reached home at 7 plus .

TODAY
had meet the parents session .
quarrel with mummy before we went out .
mrs heng was the teacher we met .
she was smiling all the way to me :/
went granny house and i quarrel with mummy again !
went home alone after that and slept .
when i woke up , mummy was back
&& we quarrel again !
BULLSHIT !

2007-05-23T19:55:00.010+08:00

today is fun fun fun !

still lesson was a total bored :/
theres nothing to do at all .
oh yars , we went libary again .
the group where i sat was talking about maple&maple .
computer games are just so bored to me ,
so i went to find alvin and was running around .

had lunch with jiamin and i went aunt house
bath and all , i'm out (:
met ASS and co . at some where near JE .
they each had a jacket in their hands ,
i was like going , DUH !
with this bloodly weather and you guys had jacket with you ?
and when i'm wearing spag top ?
you guys are strange indeed !

went orchard to meet up with mr lance .
his new apartment was freezing cold uhs !
now , i knew why the guys brought jacket along .
i was fighting with ASS all the way ,
my long nails scratch him three times (:
i was freezing cold there , so WYANE lent me his jacket (:
anyway , its fun there !
looves ~

on my way back home ,
alvin messaged me to inform me that he saw jeans for girls at bukit panjang plaza .
and he said they were nice and cheap .
i wonder is he were lying to me :/
as he was never serious lahs !

two more days to holiday ,
its gonna be effing fun for me (:

2007-05-22T20:22:00.000+08:00

i'm finally back (:

though today was a total slack again ,
but i'm so tired alrights !
there was no teacher during the first two period .
after that was history lesson ,
&after that was physics .
during recess was bluetooth-ing songs with friends .

i pass my LV paper , strange huh ?
had a bet with ASS , to see who got the lowest ,
yeahs , he win cause what he did is said all the truth .
therefore , he score a BIG FAT ZERO :/

LVM lesson was funny , i chatted with alvin all the way
and looking at the guys smacking each others hand .
&& someone got jealous :/

CHEMISTRY lesson , went libary .
lame alrights .
mrs heng wanted us to read story books .
i read , chicken soup for teenages soul the real deal
for once , i can be a guai kia .

i pass my ss source based question (:
but not overall .
lame shit !
went JP with karling after school to have lunch .
we were laughing our ass off !

went dancing after that (:
ASS , JIM , AARON , CHRIS , WYANE , LEON&ME
were slacking .
damn funny can !
and WYANE DA SHUAI GE changed his specs (:
damn nice can .

went home after that
and here i am blogging .

BITCH JO had classes all days !
you are gonna be dead when i see ue .
smack ur ass .

2007-05-21T20:29:00.000+08:00

hohohos , i pass my maths !
its like finally ?
that kuku teacher still said that i could do better
when he said that the paper was pretty diffcult .

today was a total slack !
theres nothing for us to do for the first five period of school !
all we did was look look here , look look there .
was laughing all the way when i talk with LXY .
i know , its crap
but i'm so soo soo high today !

right after break was maths ,
before that i called alvin as i did saw him in school
but not in class .
&& maths paper is the paper both of us concern most !
{ our conversation }
ME : OEI ! ALVIM LIM , WHERE THE FCUKING HELL ARE YOU ?
ALVIN : toliet lahs .
ME : thn come back lahs , maths next period lehs !
ALVIN : WO ZAI HOLLAND LAHS .
ME : WHAT ?! how ue go out dhe ?
Ai ya , whatever lahs ! i got maths luhs . bye bye !
the maths lesson really made me pissed off .
seiwei&the other guys were keeping all my things all over the class .
&THAT FCUKING KUKU TEACHER KEPT SAYING ME !
WHAT THE FCUKS LAHS !
and i seriously hate him .
oh yars , i flunk my PHYSICS >.<
i knew that lahs .
hahas , its not gonna affect me much .
thats the best thing i learnt from ASS (:
being positive uhs !

alright , alright .
thats all for today (:
nites !

2007-05-20T19:48:00.000+08:00

had tuition this morning ,
reached early , was uber hot so i went up first .
LXY&SH came , i help ms low open the door for them (:
after a while , LAI JUN YANG open the door .
i'm so guai today :D
watched ' JUST FOLLOW LAW ' today .
i was laughing my ass off .
on our way back , we were still dicussing if LJY would turn back to borrow the phone .
and true enough , he did borrow it from me .
so funny lahs .
we were crapping with him all the way .
when he boared the bus he waved to ue with him cheeky face .
* slap head *
we roar out in laughter !
so funny can !

bus-ed to granny house and waited for mummy to come ,
went up to granny house together .
eat there , was SUPER bored !
went home quite early as i was the cook of the night (:
same thing , mummy was nagging at me when i was cooking ,
i said : you so smart you cook lahs !
and i walk away .

not forgetting that , i received roses for somebody today .
and i tear all the petals out >.<
i'm so bad !
anyway , i snap a few photo of somebody today (:

I'M HAPPY !

2007-05-19T20:35:00.000+08:00

towning withs honey today (:
LOOVES ~

met up early as planned ,
had a huge quarrel with mummy before i went out .
damn it !
bus-ed to JE , has lunch there .
and train-ed t bugis (:
wanted to find my jeans ,
as i wanted to change my wearing style xD
cause i found that wearing my current clothes ,
make me look so childish alright !

&& i went to buy the stuff for necklace again >.<
train-ed back to JP and bus-ed to big bowl mac .
ate at KFC and brought things for ppl
so kind uhs !
honey accompany to wait for bus and i bus-ed home .

Honey said she will make the blogskin tomorrow ,
thanks to her , i'm gonna have a nice nice skin (:

tuition tomorrow morning (:

i miss lala xd effing much !

2007-05-18T19:10:00.000+08:00

- o1

- o2

- 03

- o1 , is the decorations for the necklace ,
could be used to be keychain too .
- o2 , the necklace is added together with the
white mickey mouse .
- o3 , its just the orginal sample of the necklace .

comments needed for it !
thanks (:

finally , weekends are coming
was uber tired this whole week .
took back most of my results ,
was not that bad as i expected
in fact , i thought i would flunk all my paper .

it will be a movie session this sunday tuition ,
i like it , but no movie review for me please >.<

meeting up with JO bitch tomorrow (:
she said she had tons to tell me ,
she is SUPER noisy !

2007-05-16T20:56:00.000+08:00

i'm home (:

went , people's park to find the stuff i wanted
search&search , cant find the shop .
headed to orchard to buy my stuff ,
went cine to have lunch .
and LXY brought some of the stuff too .
cause i told her that she want necklace can , provided ue buy the stuff that you want (:
brought the stuff , and went to bugis
brought all the stuff that i wanted too (:
i spent quite a lot of money buying all the stuff i wanted .
soon you guys would know what the hack i'm doing (;

school again tomorrow ):
cant be rest at home the rest of the week ?
i'm effing tired uhs !

2007-05-16T10:46:00.000+08:00

exams are over (:

i'm prepared to flunk almost all my paper .
POA paper was hardcore !
i could not balance the trial balance , how how ?
& i forget to balance the double entry .
i could be dumber than that !

ohs , forget it uhs .
whats over is over .
when MYE ended , it calls for celebration (:

and yars ,
i'm waiting for LXY to come over so that we are going towning .

if possible , post again when i reach home (:

2007-05-13T20:55:00.000+08:00

I'm uber HAPPY today (:

14o5o7
went tuition early today ,
i'm the first so reach (:
JUN YANG came right after me
i heard his voice when he was standing at the door , so lond >.<
LXY&SH came after that .
had tons of things to eat , hahas .
went home at one ,
and i was li - siaoing LJY
was joking and playing with LXY&SH all the way
when LJY suddenly came to me to borrow my phone .
he squatted at the corner of the stairs and i wanted to kick him down >.<
OMG , the way he behave is almost like AHEM * lahs .
after he went away , so LXY&SH&I starting chatting
when i turn and look , i saw LJY AGAIN
he came and borrow the phone lahs .
this time , my bus was coming so ,
we the three girls started screaming at him (:

went granny house for buffet ,
when i reached , i was nixon playing the piano .
SO ADORABLE lahs .
he was ao happy tha day , i guess .
cause i saw him kept running around and shouting uhs .
the food was so - so ,
i was too full to eat anyway .
but nixon kept eating all the way .
he is greedy uhs .
went home to rest after that ,
was darn tired lahs .

was preparing to go and sleep when somebody called me .
he was looking for LJY ,
he call and asked me who i am .
you very cutre hors , called and ask .

went to another granny house after my nap .
anut came back luhs .
she had tons of things to unpack .
she had 3 big bags and 6 more boxes to be ship back on the 20th .
oh gosh , what the hell she brought .
was darn full after the dinner uhs .

went home at about 8 ,
&went to sleep at 10 sharp (:

14o5o7
woke up earlier to meet up with LXY
went to school to have my maths paper 2
this time round , i'm able to use the calculator (:
completed my paper half an hour before the time is up .
i kept having the urge to laugh out loud during the paper uhs .
when mr ang was collecting the paper ,
the guys started throwing papers at each other
sei wei was the pitiful thing ,
he was being hitted all the time ,
the main reason was , he is so tall lahs .
i was laughing all the way .
had breadfast in the school with LXY
went home straight after that .

bath&slept (:
planned to wake up at only 1 pm
who knows that ,
LXY called at 12++
went back to sleep again after that
heard the house phone ring , ignore it and went back to sleep .
my handphone ring again .
damn it !
its was daddy , i was almost shouting in the phone .
and i cant get back to sleep after that .
wanted to study at 2 but i had been sufing the net until now .

got to study for my last paper tomorrow
and it will be celebration time (:

i dont really care how my grades gonna be ,
as what i study would be the outcome of my results (;

thats what Darryl always said to be ,
as times past , i learnt it .

2007-05-12T17:47:00.000+08:00

TOMORROW IS SUNDAY (:

i changed my blogskin , wyane said its better to use this .
Wyane see , i do trust ur ' designer ' mind alright

went out for breadfast this morning with mummy ,
for once , we did not quarrel the whole day :/
saw nixon cousin , he fed me with his biscuit
so cute lahs .
was watching series drama the whole day .
maths revision starts tomorrow
with ms low 's help , i'm able to do it .
xiao yi will be coming back tomorrow afternoon .
hope that she brought back what i wanted
and not all those soft toys again
though i really like them (:

buffet at granny hose tomorrow ,
for mother's day celebration
and dinner and ah ma house for celebration too .
gonna go for diet after that :/
Darrly kept asking me to put on some weight uhs .

just made those almond toufu ,
seems not very good to me ,
made its in two different timing ,
as i had to made a lot for tomorrow celebrations&tuition.

Tag replies

HUIYUAN ; i miss you too (: i wll take care of myself dhe ,
you too , must also take care orns , my hair ?
thanks (:
XINYING ; i LOOOVE it too , credits to Wyane anyway .
yeahs its sunday and monday is coming , ur also gonna see him
on monday mahs . ii only get to see once in a while [:
SIYING ; thanks (:
JO ; LADY (: i'm fugging missing your , trusting you to be so hyper
just after you had landed . ohs - so - whatever ! yeahs , after my MYE
and we are going bitching (:
ohs , top in science , in BIO then its true as its all about human body
and thats was a horny BIAN TAI like you like most . I'm a busy lady
as you said (:
XINYI ; ur welcome , LOOVE you too ! take care too yeahs .
DARRYL ; thanks kor (: ue better study too uhs . ASS ~

2007-05-11T21:31:00.000+08:00

i'm looking through some blogskins now ,
found a few with i looove them (:

ohs hell , which one should i chose ?
Wyane , make the choice for me yeahs .
ur my beloved designer you know [:

&& DARRYL TAY , YOU BETTER GIVE ME BACK MY BOTTLE
blast your ass lahs , fancy talking away my things without telling me .
very smart hors .

mummy is still not home yet ,
gonna find an reason for myself
pretending to look for mummy (:
i'm damn bored now lahs
ad daddy is like so sleeply .
i talked to him for like almost half an hour
AND YET !
he only nod his head or just give me a stare
i'm like going crazy luhs !
nobody had been talking to me fo the past three hours .
how i wish i'm back to the past
when i'm messaging AHEM* at around this time .
somehow i still miss thoses chats .

lala xd (:

2007-05-11T12:46:00.000+08:00

I'm home (:

i so soo soo relax after the double science paper .
gonna have maths paper two and POA next week .
&& its the end of MYE (:

oh well , lala xd
ur a jerk lahs !
keep on teasing people ,
fun uhs !
shit you shit you shit you shit you [:

waiting for guan ling to come .

&& advance HAPP MOTHER's DAY (:

2007-05-06T20:51:00.000+08:00

i'm tired ~

had two tuition today uhs .
morning was english
& i reached uber early >.<
waited for LXY&siok hui then went up
was laughing our ass off outside ms low's apartment .
i was tricking siok hui that i saw junyang coming up .
hahas , she was damn shock as she thought he would not be coming .

went home after tuition
and i saw daddy&mum using the computer
doing what the powerpoint that alex had made spoiled lahs .

slacked till six when guanling came for tuition
i was super hyper than lahs .

GOD , help me with my maths tomorrow uhs .
&& i miss lala xd
i'm suffering from missing lala xd sickness !

______________________________________

hey b!tch , look here .
don't think that i give a damn to what the fuck!ng hell ur doing .
she&I are GOD's child .
you are just wasting your time on all those sh!t
there aren't any use .
blast ur ass uhs .
chey , waste of my time nia .
i will just hand you to my beloved father god .
he will help you turn around ,
trust him yeahs (:

2007-05-05T21:24:00.000+08:00

yupps , i'm still sick lahs .
ohs , hell man !

went for my exams when i'm having this damn fever ):
its for sure that , i will not be able to do well .
well , it had past so soo soo ,
forget it lahs !

had a huge quarrel with my mum this morning
WHATEVER !
you just wanna nag&nag .
we was quarreling when she was cooking ,
suddenly , she threw her spoon&it fly to dun know where lahs .
whos gonna care , i'm used to seeing all such things .

daddy came home with a strange good mood .
he was lisiao - ing mum &me all the way .
i just join in to ' gek ' mum lahs .
she still did not say anything .
ohs daddy , ur the best (:

having two tuition tomorrow .
gonna buck up on my maths .

&& lala xd
its been a week since i talk to you ):
not forgetting that , i saw you when i'm on my way to school .
yay - ness (:
i wanna see&talk to ue soon lahs .

2007-05-02T20:53:00.000+08:00

I'm SICK lahs .
shit.shit.shit.

was drench in the rain this morning ,
hell man .
did not have PE today ,
&& i'm freezing at the pace i'm sitting .
during english , was crapping with LXY .
i was laughing like mad women lahs .
asked sholihin to pass philip
the tickets that i wanted to give evelyn
during break .
thanks , sholihin&philip .
was folding stars for ms lum during break ,
SS was there sleeping .
LV darn bored =.="
i was sleeping during maths lesson too .

tmr having Chinese paper ,
gosh , i wonder how will it turn out .

&& i think i saw lala xd today (:

2007-04-30T22:07:00.000+08:00

i'm crazy today !
* roars *
i was crazy talking to xy about lalas xd
i was laughing all the way lahs .

went home straight after school today ,
so guai yeahs .
started trying out my maths question ,
only a few question done
& i got dulan after that !
went and took a nap ,
before i slept i lisiao my granny ,
i took out our family photo from her table
and said
ME : ' ah ma , i like ur daughter hors .
Granny : ' go and die lahs .
ME : ' ah ma , then i call ue mother lahs .
Granny : ' anythin lohs
ME : ' MOTHER !
Granny : ' =.="

i'm now crapping with weijing & xy .
so lame lahs .
chatting with EVELYN MEI too ,
i so soo soo miss her (:

gonna mug hard for MYE

2007-04-29T13:45:00.000+08:00

i'm starting to go WEE ~
which means , i'm going insane soon .
STUDY&STUDY&STUDY !
its like theres no ending at all ):
BULLSHIT lahs !

i had a haircut today ,
sucks big time !
my fringe , to be in detailed ,
my hair is super short .

its ture that i should not stay at home the whole ,
it makes me put on extra weight .
i ate the whole packet of potato chips myself yesterday .
oh gosh , diet please !
though mr lance just said , i needed extra weight to ' balance ' .
LOLS !
sounded so weird lahs .
i needed a diet , not extra weight .

i supposed that i need to mug extremely hard
just to pass my sub science , SS , history & maths .
i had so much things to do .
at time , studying makes me put on weight .
MYE are just coming too fast .
i seriously dont have the time to revise for anything .

&& i guess i have a new ❤ now .
fugging ❤❤ (:
hahas , i guess so .

2007-04-27T21:45:00.000+08:00

I delighted , for once .

i cant seem to really smile these few days ,
am i going back to my ownself , which i dont smile at all ?
i seriosly hope i dont .
nobody would stand close me if thats the case .
* roars * , not gonna think of that now .
i'm just who i am , nobody is able to rule my life .

alrights , i think i'm ' able to smile ' ,
after i received the call from Jim about ASS .
shit him lahs , made me tear so much !
everything is alright now .
PRAISE THE LORD !
you bloodly asshole , better take are of yourself .

went tuition this afternoon ,
same thing lahs , that jun yang was the suanning people lahs .
never change dhe .
gave me a big shock when he walk out of the lift .
i was like so mmodless durig tuition ,
did not done much .
gonna buck up !
exams is just round the corner .

i wont forget how sister JO said : JIAYOU , JIAYOU !
i could swear that she is a great SISTER i ever had !
tons of love for you (:

2007-04-26T20:21:00.000+08:00

I'm fucking upset& depressed now ):
the tears that i drop could flood my whole house now !

i received the most unexpected news right after school ,
which left me uber worried !
the news just left speechless , moodless &ALL&ALL !

ASS , i will pray for you ,
nothing else but only for to recover real soon .
for now , i promise you ,
i will go willingly with you to play basketball ,
provide that , you are the one who teach me how to play .
you said that you will never let me shed any tears ,
but today , i cried just because of you .
its not right , where is the promise that we had for each other .
promise me again , we won't break that promise .
the only thing that i can't promise you is ,
being ur girl , i'm not ready to stead now .
i'm sorry , but recover real soon !

i'm will protect you with all the might that i have

2007-04-25T20:25:00.000+08:00

Aww , i cried so badly today .
i'm gonna buy the book by the author as soon as possible !
everything in the book is like , so true alrights !
i just cant stop reading the book
after i started reading the first page .
i was reading in between lesson lahs .

i'm so stressstressstress now !
MYE are just coming too fast .
Xinying laopo just called me just now ,
if i want to go study with them tmr .
seriously , had to think twice .
from what had happen on tuesday , should i go ?
was doing my work that day , when shoes and shirt kept flying towards me .
they are insane lahs .
we were like that most attention seeker group there ?
i think so , we were so noisy .
sei wei dont disturb xy and pl ,
just just keep throwing things to me .
shit them lahs , went home with xy after that .

HIM*
i had o choice but to fail ue .

____________________________________________________

BITCH
both of ue better know where the hell ue all stand .
&dont ue think that ue can fucking rule over this world , everybody's life .
cause , ue two are just simply too slutly to do that .
daughters of the BITCH !

________________________________

why do ue have to do that ,
its makes it more tougher to forget me .
can ue just return me my heart ?

2007-04-22T14:49:00.000+08:00

STRESS STRESS STRESS ):

had tuition this morning ,
had a surprise for LXY (:
hehs , i was the planner .

to my shocking when i saw this person ,
entering ms low house
was because he used to be my primary school mate .
his look did not change , therefore , i'm able to know him from one look .
he was talking crap all the way lahs .
the only thing that i could say was , he sibei steady lohs .
did not managed to complete my homework at ms low's house .
i was not in the mood to do my work anyway .

TO YOU*
i dont know what the hell is in ur mind ,
fancy saying ue love me without any action made .
its like , theres no link at all !
i mean i cant feel any love from ue ,
and thats it , nothing can be done .
even though , how deep ur love is for me .

2007-04-19T20:25:00.000+08:00

i'm tired !
bloodly stress !

i'm almost studying everyday !
i like sitting alone these few days ,
i can study so peacefully without alvin lim sitting beside me .
at time , xinying will come and sit with me
&& we will start fighting (:

hey boy , look here .
dont think that ue can fucking ruleover my fucking life .
cause i fucking dont like ur fucking attitude .
so get ur fucking ass out of my fucking life
this very fucking moment .
& you better get this fucking message into ur fucking mind right now !

2007-04-14T21:19:00.000+08:00

wont be bloggingthat often till end of MYE ,
ASS told me to get good results ):
so sian lahs , somemore , i said ok to him .
i can be more idiot that this !

dont really have the strength , i'm still sick .
BUTBUT , i went JP today (:
i'm so bored alright !

ASS called me just now , asked if i'm well and all .
i told him i'm still giddy ,
he nagged at me >:(
i replied him : but i still got the strength to bully you (:
he went silent , nothing to say ,
and then he went : aiyah , you win lahs , you win lahs .
BAHAHAHAS !

i'm preparing to mug for the coming exams ,
i'm gonna do my parents proud !
thats what ASS wanted me to promise ):
so BAD of him lahs .

ASS ASS ASS ASS ASS ASS): ): ):) :

2007-04-10T20:00:00.000+08:00

SUNDAY

went for tuition as usual ,
brought almond toufu to ms low's house .
a big big box yeahs (:
ms low said , luckily its not so sweet .
heng ars , its my first time making therefore ,consider it as successful !
was so moody lahs ,
i lost all my hyper mood all of a sudden !
wanted to have more rest ,
but i still have to attend school , sharks !

MONDAY

i did not ran 2.4 km (:
i walked one round with shelly .
my gastric hurts like hell lahs .
used to be a runner when i'm smaller ,
when something happen , i stopped running ):
went back and its POA lesson , felt like dozing off .
theres no english lesson , so slack ,
ms lum can't control the class .
waited for karling and went from break , peiling came and join later .
went for maths lesson ,
i was playing throughout !
finally , mr chan came back for SP lesson .
got back my test , as what i expected , fail (:
mr chan even wrote there , see me !
went to see him , he asked me why i got this result ,
i said : cause of the kuku relief teacher lahs !
he laugh at me =x
went for mr goh's talk during contact time ,
made me so stress up !
well , long ago i already wanted to take up Psychology & Community Services (PCS) in poly waited for peiling as she went to take her history test
went to buy our things together after she came
the four of us spent a long time at the place .
went home afterwards , and i'm rushing all things that are undone !

TODAY
i almost could not walk up early in the morning >.<
was damn tired lahs .
first period was POA , i kept feeling like dozing off .
then was history lesson (:
i just LOVE history lesson !
BUT BUT , the teacher today told us @#$%^&!
followed by SP lesson , class was in chaos .
after break was LVM , sucks lahs .
SC too , i felt like dozing off the whole lesson .
SS test was a gone case (:
went to have lunch with karling and jiamin at KFC (:

&& -/ i want to sleep now (:

2007-04-07T21:41:00.001+08:00

i will edit when i have the time (:

2007-04-07T20:44:00.000+08:00

WEDNESDAY
PE was the first period ,
went to canal to run 2.4 km , fail
i cant run lahs , though i did run abit
had history test , did not study .
only know that answer for that first question ,
first question answer i did had a glimpes at first but , forget it .
sad huh ?
EL , wrote complain letter ,
was writing crap all the way .
after break was SS , ms lum lesson AGAIN lahs .
getting tired of see her .
ms lee did not came for LV ,
a relief teacher came , so a free period .
went up for the kuku teacher maths lesson ,
he gave out consent form for remedial classes ,
we did not want to stay back that day , so argue with him .
he just don give a damn to it alright , so unreasonable .
all of us packed our bag when the bell rang , rushed off .
none of us turned up for his lesson (:
saw him walking home at 4:20 or so ,
when that classes should end at 4:30
i couldnt help but laugh .

THURSDAY
lesson that day was a total crap ,
just that alvin came back , find him so irrating lahs .
kuku teacher did not came that day ,
wondered if he had exploded (:
Ee ting's biaoge came to relief ,
don understand a damn bit he was talking ,
hais , zhong kan bu zhong yong lahs .
tons of homework that day uhs .
rushed off to queensway after school ,
saw peiling , she was not feeling well
hope she will be alright soon ,
girl , dont stress yourself !
rushed off to buy my shorts ,
wanted to head back to meet jm and kl
but xy make me took the wrong bus ,
bloodly pissed off lahs .
was so late meeting them , pass karling her present .
went IMM while jiamin went home ,
meet up with my mum to go home .

FRIDAY
daddy&mummy's off day .
they forced me to go out with them
slept at 5 :30 and woke up at 6:30 .
so went out at 7 ,
IMM was so packed , had my dinner there
saw COOLMAN , he walked like a monkey =x
went home around 1o , was so tired ,
i admit , i'm a pig (:

<u>STAURDAY<u>
had tuition when the big big rain and
loud loud tunder came ):
i made almond toufu ,
daddy&mummy said its nice .
ASS said he wanted to eat too .
had not met up with him for days ,
he had training and was mugging during his free times

tag reply ,
Darryl : orns , i will dhe (:
ue too orns !
felicia : sure & thanks (:
XINYI<`33 : its okiies lahs ,
but make sure you are able to make it next time .
`XinyIng__ : i shit ue ars !
Darryl : LOLS ! i dont want to lehs , what ue can do >.<
JIM : SIKORKOR (:
i miss ue too !
Wyane : thanks KORKOR , i will de .
ue too orns .
i want a longer break ,
i'm so tired !

2007-04-07T19:22:00.000+08:00

SUNDAY

Woke up quite early in the morning ,
went granny house to have breakfast
uncle then drive me to ms low's house .
reached that extremely early , went up first .
went town after tuition ,
so tired , took neo & watched movie .
went bistroDELI to have dinner ,
their service sucks >.<
waited for almost 45 mins before the food came .
when we finished eating , the bill came .
45 ++ bucks , so strange lahs =x
after checking the bill ,
found out that they had count all the things wrongly .
took cab home , the uncle was speeding all the way . f
rom orchard to jurong just a short 15 to 20 mins .
hmms , mummy's aunt passed away .
when I heard it , was so shocked .
er biao ge called me , hahas , chatted , he encounter some problems .
still remember that time when I saw him was CNY ,
he changed a lot , his attitude was so serious
still we managed to have a chat (:
found out that , we should never judge a person by its cover .
korkor , cheeeeeeeeerr up yeahs !

MONDAY

shit this shit that shit everything !
the sore throat was killing me
maths lesson was first , damn slack
as it was just one period .
went for SC , mrs heng scolded the whole class AGAIN
its never ending .
did filing for English ans learnt how to write a complain letter .
break time always pass so fast ):
MT , mr goh teaching this time ,
Was uber boring , halfway through the lesson ,
I asked xy if we had the break >.<
Suffering from severe STM illness lahs !
SP was total crap don’t even know a damn bit the teacher was teaching .
The whole class wasn’t listening too ,
Sholihin just flare up suddenly , walk out of the classroom .
Went to the toilet with xy , sholihin scare us with the living crocoaches
after that teacher had squash it dead , the whole class was playing with it
DUH ! the class was filled with screams & laughter . HORRIBLE (:
went granny house than home .

TUESDAY
that SP teacher came to gave us test ,
i did rubbish for him .
as i dont even know how to answer the question lahs .
its fail for sure ):
EL lesson was bored
LV , completed that whole book and sumit to ms lee .
after break was assembly ,
khaiseng & farhan was disturbing through !
was so irritated lahs , khaiseng sibei horny lahs !
POA almost fell asleep , so tired .
chinese was still ok bahs .

i'm changing my blogskins (:

2007-03-31T18:24:00.000+08:00

i'm sick ):

WEDNESDAY
nothing much happen , i guess =x
suffering from seriously STM sickness lately !
so shall not blog about what happen that day .
what i know was , i was uber worried that day ):

THURSDAY
my throat was slightly painful once i woke up ):
ASS woke up late today , therefore ,
he did not came and meet me .
went to school and lesson started .
first four lesson was the same teacher teaching ,
DUH ! so sian diao can , though its two diffrent lesson .
asked ASS to call me during my break time ,
but;but ! i left my handphone in class .
was rushing the person who came and open the door to open faster
as he came up so late to open the class door .
two miss call from ASS , dail him back .
hahas . luckily he was still at the toliet then .
chatted awhile with him , shit him lahs .
all the way say suan - ing me !
BADDIE HIM NURHS !
was raining when we were having maths lesson .
so we shot the teacher .
ME : the weather so nice , must sleep lahs .
ALVIN : raining mahs , good to sleep .
ELLVISON : i scared thunder .
almost everybody who could hear that roar in laughter !

FIRDAY
thet pain in my throat was terrible when i woke up .
met ASS , strangely , he knew that i was in great discomfort .
waited for peiling to end her CO and acc her to take bus then .
waited ASS , he was late .
as he went to buy me three big bottle of herbal / cooling tea .
and medicine .
so touched by him >.<

SATURDAY
woke up at 10 plus , was having running nose
sore throat was much much way better then the previous day .
had tuition at around three .
again , we were crapping .
but i learnt so many things that the school maths teacher had not teached yet .
ROARS , my running nose is irrating me !

2007-03-28T20:06:00.000+08:00

i'm moodless ]:

MONDAY
what i can say was , i really hate school now !
it seems like a place which i shpuld never step into .
school sucks , fcuk the rules & fcuk it all !
was damn bloodly angry that whole day .
went KFC with jiamin after school ,
she kept snapping my photos with my consent ):
was so tired that day .

TUESDAY
something bad happen ,
i shall not say much .
BUT ; BUT , BABY warmed my heart with his words (:
thanks lots .
i promise , i will smile for you to see .

WEDNESDAY
was effing pissed off during school hours .
JESUS , I HAND THEM TO YOU (:
went nursing home in the afternoon , learn so much things there .
i swear , i would never let any of my family members stay there .
was supposed to pray my grandfather this sunday , but ms low can changed so ,
i'm ok with it .
BUT ; BUT , family members insisted that i have to go , no choice , dail up ms low .
ms low seriously cant change it , i was silent there , ms low put down the phone .
HAPPY ALREADY ?
I CANT CHANGE
DIE DIE ALSO WANT ME TO CHANGE
SEE , WHAT HAPPEN NOW !

BABY , i cant promise you a forever ,
but for now , maybe (:
STILL remember , i have not agree to be your girl .

2007-03-25T20:53:00.001+08:00

TUESDAY
dont really remember what happen that day ,
the only thngs i knew was ,
we did an essay .
i'm like so boring the whole lesson alright .
went MAC with jiamin karling and xinying after school .
went aunt house after that ,
BABY came and look for me , saw his friends too ,
all of them are jokers .
they thought i'm mixed blood at first .
DUH&DUH !

WEDNESDAY
hmms , last two lesson was maths ,
mr ng brought tibits for us to eat ,
rather weird lahs !
went libary after school ,
done with all the chinese sentence that mr goh wanted us to do .
went aunty house , chatted with yuan heng ,
girl , dont be so stress lahs ! chill abit yeahs (:

THURSDAY
I'M SICK ): , BABY WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU ?
was freezing in class , luckily alvin lent me his jacket .
if not , i might turn in to ice >.<>.<>.< size="1">i dont know what i'm doing ,
neither do i want to know it too .
everything had pass , so let it be bahs .
suppose that will be the best way .

2007-03-24T19:29:00.000+08:00

he is so cheeky (:

naughty him >.<

i like his smile . (:

it will be a week i had not been blogging
i admit , i'm lazy yeahs .

MONDAY
i woke up uber early that morning :/
though i dont feel like going to school .
BABY came and find me early in the morning , chatted with him then went and met karling .
had a changed of timetable ,
since i kept almost all my book under the table , i did not miss out anything (:
did not understand a single thing the chinese trainee teacher taught ,
the more i listen , the more i'm angry ):
went and find her in the afternoon the clear all the doubts i have in the lesson ,
when i'm suppose to go for choir .
went to the staff room immediately after school with jiamin&xinying,
call her and told her i dont even understand that damn bit of her teaching .
dont know what time we left the school , went to have lunch after that , a very late lunch .
completed the compo in the night , had 5oo plus plus words .
thought teacher allowed us to write 4oo words .

2007-03-18T19:39:00.000+08:00

16o3o7
went out quite early like 9 plus or so .
saw BABY downstairs , his sleeping ( not lying on anywhere but head rested on the table )
wake this dead pig up and asked him why is he there .
he told me he was there last night luhs .
just that i could not come out to take the things his mum bake ,
so he waited downstair .
aww , so touched can .
accompany him wait for cab and went to granny house .
met up with wilyn .
went town , reached there quit early .
shop around and went coffee bean to do our homework .
i cant concentrate or understand a single question alrights !
&& nine idiots where standing outside coffee bean doing their stunt .
shit them alrights , ask them go back also dun want go back .
wilyn's friends called and say they are also heading town .
so yars , at there she was bah bah - ing with them .
in the end , she made all decision , and whatever shit lahs .
went around then to cine , wanted to watch movie
BUT dont know what to watch , so headed to bugis .
shop around , BABY called me .
he saw me again at bugis junction ,
saw adrain ,
LOLS ! so qiao lahs .
wilyn was not feeling well , cabbed home .
Nixon baby was there , hehes .
he so daring can .
poke wilyn while she was lying there , in the end he fall and cried so terribly lahs .
took lots of photo of him , post when i'm free (:
bloody pissed off with somebody ,
BABY said his gonna fcuk that person upside down ,
hahas . he & his rubbish .

17o3o7
woken up by BABY 's message , he sibei noisy lahs .
went town again , reached there damn early lahs .
went to the clinic ,
the moment to step out of the clnic i wanted to laugh alrights .
cause it looks excatly like one of willy wonka chocolate room .
i like there , but all their things so ex alrights .
went home with aunt .
had tuition in the night , was crapping with guanling lahs .
hahas .

180307
had tuition as usual ,
so fun today lahs .
went nixon house after that , he was sweating all over .
running all over the place , he even wanted to throw my slipper down the block >.<
went home after that , so tired lahs today .
school is starting tomorrow ,
yet , i dont want to so back .
i'm still in december holiday mood , as march dont seems like holiday .
i dont want to study , so sian alrights .

I MISS MY HONEY TONS , I WANT TO SEE HER .
S`MWACKS !

2007-03-15T20:45:00.000+08:00

BABY NIXON , i love him alrights !
my beloved cousin .

stupid things i does when i'm bored =x

my style (:

the chocolate that BABY made , with lime fillings in it !

its 4 four days sice i had blogged .
lets recall , i'm sorry if i missed out anything ,
as i cant remember things very clearly .

11o3o7

woke up extermely early that morning ,
went to find ms low to pass her things then went & met others
went city hall first , looves ~
i swear i wont forget this day .
went city hall next , met up with ms low's sisters and their husband .
took the train to sentosa , was effing hot at sentosa .
went rounding on the red line bus ,
then to palawan beach ( i dont know the spelling lahs ! )
walk on the very very shaky bridge over to the other side .
was already giddy when i went over .
climbed one of the two building , stay there for like an hour or so ?
ms low's sister brought munchies for ue (:
went down to have dinner at around 5 plus , i think so bahs ,
baby called me at that time but i pressed the wrong button
still had not get used using the new phone .
too lazy to call him back then (:
what baby wanted to told me was , he was also at sentosa ,
and he saw me , hen qiao orns (:
when i went out of kou fu , saw adrain ,
gosh ! shake my head when i saw him ,
he also never come up to me , cause i siam - ed him (:
went around after dinner and went home after that .
was bloddy happy that day .
i so soo soo miss sentosa , had been going sentosa for the past few years ,
since i'm like five ? i guess so bahs .
daddy was born there , so called their lao jia bahs .
baby gave me tons&tons of memories there too (:

MONDAY ~ TODAY

nothing much actually happen , just that i have been going out this few days .
BABY made me cry by all the stuff he did ,
aww , its tears of touchness (:
s`mwacks !
BABY's mum brought tons of clothes of me from australia .
HUH&HUH for that , i cant imagine that lahs .
anyway , thanks aunt Nancy , ( thats how they asked me to call them )

BOY
though , i never said that YES to ue ,
but ue always treated me ar i'm ur girlfriend .
to be frank with ue , i'm really afraid of losing my freedom .
like today , a person message me
asking what are you doing , where are you ,
i replied him , : can ue dont ask me where ii am , what are ue doing or whatever shit !
i'm really pissed off , i guess .
that was the second time that person asked me ,
the first time , i really scolded him badly ,
well , he did not learn his lesson ,
so he deserved another !
see BABY , i dont want to scold ue like what i did to that person .
therefore , i still did not say that yes to ue .
i dont need ue to promise me a forever ,
as , i think that nothing is forever in this world .
even there is forever , its very few .
BABY , what i can is that ,
it all takes time .
thanks for what ue had done for me all this while .

2007-03-10T12:10:00.000+08:00

its been like a few days since i blog ,
and i had forgotten what really happened the past few days .
having STM shortly .

o9o3o7 ; YESTERDAY
it was sports days .
hehs , we was late there lahs , BUT we were not the latest .
it was damn hot can at we were sitting at the front , almost has sun burnt .
it ended like 11:30 going to 12 .
Jiamin , Xinying & I went to town .
went to have lunch at cine ,
went around then to taka & brought some sushi ,
went home (:
i was there so called ' fan ' them lahs .
with all those repeated words .
using what ell had said in the show .
like : 我妈妈说blabla ，要不然blabla .
so xinying said : 我妈妈说，如果我不打死你，我就不有回家
i replied :我妈妈说，如果我不烦死你，我就不有回家，死了也 never mind (:

hehs , we was playing the whole trip back .
damn funny can !
&& i pushed Darryl BABY down the stairs (:

1o03o7
woke up at 8 , cant sleep lahs .
completed three necklace in a go .
i'm done , waiting for guanling to come now .
Daddy buying me new phone tonight , k800i (:

thats all (:

2007-03-05T20:09:00.000+08:00

as usual , met Karling sister and went to school .
went to find Jiamin Laogong once we reached school .
First lesson was a total bored !
felt like sleeping the whole lesson .
Maths lesson was next , first time in secondary school life ,
i did my maths so seriously .
LV so sian lahs .
Kaiting Gan - ma gave me chocolates (:
gonna buy her one , one of this days .
POA ; i dont understand anything at all .
was talking the whole lesson lahs .
MT was talking too lahs , cant even concentrate what the hell the teacher is talking .

went to have lunch with Jiamin , Xinying .
after that , we had a long long chat .
i'm bad lahs , i'm so forth with what i said .

told BABY what i dreamt last nigh , he gave me a face lahs
telling me , how could dream of that .
heys , how would i know yeahs ?
i could not control my too (:

boy , i dont need a forever .
i dont believe in forever ; promise .
nothing is true .
i just believe that what i had now , will soon be gone one day .
4 years of waiting for me , i know .
one day , you will sure be sick and tired of everything .
i cherished every single little things we have now .
when the day come & ue have to leave ,
i would still live a happy life .
i will still be the forever happy girl that ue always knew .
for now , LOVED ~

YOU*
i have neber in faith in you .
when the day i told you to go ,
our promise that we once vow
to keep is forever gone .
ue neber used that effort to maintain things .
now , to me ; ur nothing (:
sawrie if im harsh .